19.10.09

Thursday, February 25, 2010

i'm sorry we always had to fight.
i hope this time, things will begin to get better for the both of us.
because this is the only solution, to work things out together.
because leaving won't make us any better, in fact, its literally killing ourselves.
if it isn't for you, it is for me, really.
"better off without you" don't exist in my perspect of love for you.
all i ever ever ever ever wish for is for us to be happy, without any doubts.
let us both slowly gain back the confidence bit by bit again.
it's not the same compared to how we were from the start.
i was simply living life and spending time with you, but now, things are simple.
simple like holding hands and i could connect with your heart and soul,
like lying on your shoulder was called heaven,
like how you said "i love you" to me on the phone and it felt like god was calling out to me.
like when you kissed me on the lips and i knew what forever felt like.
I knew it. I COULDN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU.

It's no longer NO SUCH THING.
Right inside this little heart of mine, it's really happening.

Everything's simple yet strong, i'm starting to feel that our hateful fights were worth the fight.
for everytime we pour our feelings out, we realize how much we really care about each other and this love tower we're both holding up together, hand by hand.

i love you with my tiny heart.
Surprisingly this tiny heart of mine is able to withhold that extreme amount of love that it's overwhelming.
it's no wonder i get giddy when you look me in the eyes.
You are filling up my entire mind.